Queries unanswered.....

There are a lot of questions to be answered a lot of questions to be searched for and a lot of questions to be asked. answers sometimes seem to elude me. Sometimes it seems as if i have reached a dead end and there is nothing to look further .. as if its a question with no answer at all.
I heard of great people saying that all answers lie in our ownself. It seems, its only we who can help ourselves. But to me, sometimes, it appears as if there is no next link and I am sailing in mid ocean with no signs of land anywhere.
The Forces acting upon us physical, mental, external, internal, psychological, emotional, Divine or satanic...I donot know what all and where all, as the list seems to be quite long, have so much of power and force that they drive us to the destinations they desire. I have always lost the battle with these forces.
Lack of will power say some, no determination say some... but then the question still remains as to what are these forces, why am I unable to delink or lead an independent life away from them? Who is this GOD? My past karmas....?My present life doings...? What....?
How on this earth things seem to be out of control to me of my own life. Who is having the remote of my life's program? And how nicely this unknown interferes in my life and walks away with what he/she or it wants. How come my own life becomes a mystery to my ownself? I wonder what to say either to ridicule or to get amused?
Many a times I am shocked.........Many a times I am rocked ........but still to my surprise life goes on..........My boat sails on...........So many questions to be asked.............So many queries to be answered.........